Friday, April 17, 2009


I'm so sick and tired of this deployment. Seriously I'm tired, I'm sick of it, and I just want my husband home. Call me selfish, just don't give me the pat answers, I'm not in the mood and won't approve it. See told you, bad mood.

The kids are obviously done as well, I know they miss Chad, but their behavior has just bypassed not ok, to absolutely destestable and infuriating. If I could, I'd seriously run away, from ALL of them. My youngest is teething and she only has these last 4 and they're just killing her. They're not her molars. She's been having meltdowns and of course so many of them have been in public. My boys are being so defiant.

I'm tired. I miss my husband, my children miss their dad. I miss having someone here in the evenings to talk to, share with, someone to hold me. I'm ready to be able to just go to the store for 15 minutes alone.

Please just pray. I know tomorrow will be a better day. Tonight though, I'm just so tired of all of it. I know our Lord will get me through this. Just ready for him to be home.


Mrs. B said...

I'm sorry. I'll definitely say some extra prayers for you tonight.

Ohilda said...

I just happened across you blog and wanted to say that our family SO appreciates the your husband's bravery and the courage of your family dealing with life while he protects our borders.

May God bless you all abundantly and keep him safe.

Tonya said...


I'm so honored to meet you. I came over to reply to your sweet message on my blog. I'm sorry to hear that you too have lost a child to cancer. I'm SO VERY THANKFUL that you also have HOPE in Jesus! I'm thankful that one day we'll get to see our children again. On "that day", everything here will be worth it.

Now, about you.. I'm sorry to hear that your hubby is away and you're having to deal with so much while he's gone. I will pray for you and your family. We are SO THANKFUL to have men like your husband protecting our freedom, and our rights as Americans!

Thanks again for your sweet comment. I look forward to getting to know you better.


Mishel said...

No apologies needed! Kick your feet, scream, cry...get it all out. I won't even begin to tell you that I have an inkling of what you're feeling. Just that I'll pray for your entire family. :) Because HE understands.

Molly said...

Sometimes just a cumulation of everything going on in our lives can get us down. It does feel better to get it out though, doesn't it?

My little one is having a terrible time teething right now too. It's so frustrating!

Sonya said...

Thanks for visiting my blog today. I hope your husband can come home soon. Take care!

Anonymous said...

Hello! :)